Non sci-fi related matters...

[BIos_Reaper]

I've been snappy... angry and hateful. Mostly towards Reaper of the Righteus on account of incidents or plots in The Butterfly effect and I'm sorry... I'm just in pain over never having any control...

I cant start my own rp where I have all the power I suck at story telling, thus I am forever kept from any real power or display of what I have to offer... *Sniffle* If any of you even care to know...

I'm acting out because my aunt some time go was diagnosed with breast cancer and by now it looks like both of her breasts might need to come off... One is already entirely off...

My mothes having a nervous breakdown and I cant handle school or work anymore... I'm dying here... I'm fighting a war I have no say or power over! I'm thinking of just leaving this site... It's not like I'm anything unique here anyway...

[Daryn]

I feel for what you're going through BIos. I've been in a similar situation with some family members here as of late. It's hard to keep going on with your life as normal when things obviously aren't.

One thing I can tell you though is this: Don't give up on yourself. You may not be able to help your aunt and your mother right now, but you certainly wouldn't be doing them any favors by getting yourself sick with worry at the same time.

And everyone is unique here BIos, but if you need some time away to collect yourself by all means take it.

[Rys]

Good luck; I hope things improve for you soon.

[BIos_Reaper]

They haven't so far... I introduce my weapon ideas, they get shot down because they aren't complete. Or rather because they are too complete... I introduce robotics it gets torn to pieces, reflex defenses, shot down...

Nothing I have anyone on this damn site even wants to know of. Fiction is essential to sci-fi, if everybody is against it than I'd rather see sci-fi disappear from the world than become some boring physics semenar...


My aunt might die... She wasn't the greatest of women but she'd leave behind her two daughters and their father is away on business and probably doesn't even know of this catastrophy... I don't want to leave...


But I hate having everything I want to share shot down everytime I even mention it... To hellheim with it all...

[Slate]

Opinions and taste differ on everything and everywhere. I won't say completely disregard the opinions of those that don't see something in the same light as you, but rather take it with a grain of salt. For example, I started writing and then drawing to cater to my interests, not the interests of others. If I found an audience, then that was a bonus. There will always be people who will criticize aspects of what you like so that it can better suit their interests. At which point, you can tell them kindly "Thank you for your input, but I like it just how it is."

Well, that's the way I see it anyway. There's also bound to be miscommunication, wether it be a language barrier, or parts were just misread or looked over.

As far as the cancer, my uncle died early this last November of cancer. He was diagnosed with it shortly after his 74th birthday and died roughly 6 months later. And that is my last relative to have died from cancer over the past 15 years or so. I hope your Aunt pulls through.

[Rick Canaan]

They haven't so far... I introduce my weapon ideas, they get shot down because they aren't complete. Or rather because they are too complete... I introduce robotics it gets torn to pieces, reflex defenses, shot down...

Nothing I have anyone on this damn site even wants to know of. Fiction is essential to sci-fi, if everybody is against it than I'd rather see sci-fi disappear from the world than become some boring physics semenar...


My aunt might die... She wasn't the greatest of women but she'd leave behind her two daughters and their father is away on business and probably doesn't even know of this catastrophy... I don't want to leave...


But I hate having everything I want to share shot down everytime I even mention it... To hellheim with it all...

Excuse me? Someone is trying to tell you that you cannot exercise your imagination the way you want on this site?

Get me some transcripts of this, Bios, and me and this certain someone(s) will have ourselves a nice little private chat. I don't finance this site to see people abused on it.

I am available by PM.